Saturday, May 30, 2009
just ate finish for my dinner veri veri full.. full until wan to vomit.. >.< morning 11plus wake up first thing sms is devil lor.. too tired le.. wo yi log in aud notice something.. i don wanna talk about here ba and i don wan to find out wad reason why break too.. think u also wouldn explain to miie ba.. so forget it ba.. after tat chatting at msn with a lort of pple.. thn jio adeline go in aud and pei miie play awhile.. thn wo jiu log off le.. don feel like aud-ing anymore.. after tat chat until 3.30 thn go bath thn go out meet devil le.. i 4.15pm thn leave house.. tot will be late end up mei you wor.. don noe why too.. >.>.. he 4.45pm jiu reach city hall le.. i veri surprise tat he same height as miie lor.. and we wear pink color too.. omg.. i don noe he will wear pink color.. thn he buy ticket we go see fish fish.. to miie quite bored.. >.< but i didn say anything.. just pei him see.. he noe i veri bored.. after tat plan to go meet nick de.. guess wad i give him 2 miss call he bo answer so... i go home didn go tamp find him.. ps wor nick.. >.<.. promise ni next sat pei ni go out for dinner okie.. and we talk talk.. surprise tat on the phone with u.. u heard my voice.. jiu noe i am sad le.. wo act nothing happen infront of devil.. ccoz don wan he worry about miie too.. waiting for train time chatting on the phone with adeline awhile.. okie i end here ba.. just now chat on the phone with roy.. to miie he change a lort.. now i call him oink oink he wouldn asnwer miie anymore.. 3 months didn cotact so change so much.. lolx.. i wouldn sad too.. coz i changing to another person too.. haha..
Silliboi
lolx.. monday must pei miie chat wor.. if nort i sure veri scared de. ke yi ma.. any way Silli gal wouldn change infront of silli boi de.. silli gal forever the same.. there for u =)..
9:38 PM
today i late for work.. so i didn plan to take the shuttle bus go work so take cab go work lor... i am waiting for my nephew to shut down my lappy i went go work.. when i reach lot1 omg.. so many pple waiting for cab.. plus mei you cab too. around 2.54pm like tat ba.. thn take until wor.. wo yi reach working place.. dion told miie about the job things.. >.<.. happy tat i don need to work full shift.. tong until wed or thurs before resign.. so don need to rush ba.. today at working place i talk a lort.. i also donnoe why i will jio darling go supper too.. but sunday i going supper with kent they all again.. for my last day in austwine as in a full timer ba.. darling they all came to my work place fetch wo go supper.. but on the way there on the phone with blurr king kor kor.. he call miie coz i veri long nv talk on the phone with him le.. chat with him on the phone.. from his mouth come out de all bad words.. but i noe he controling himself nort to say bad words infront of miie.. blurr king kor thx a lort wor.. after hang up the call.. i totally in the car verii jing.. nort onli i jing.. they all also veri jing.. =.=.. reach newton.. i ate abit onli.. and drink green tea.. wo mei you habbit for supper.. unless i skip my dinner thn will go supper.. i just noe i with them,, i using my phone all the way.. after they all eat finish le.. i on the phone zhi wei kor.. he told miie a lort of mdis things and give miie advise wad should i do and etc.. also plus veri long nv chat with him too.. he busy with his thing i busy with my things.. now same skol as him.. wait he reopen skol thn meet awhile ba.. plus i didn see him b4.. yet we contact each other for about 4years like tat le.. any way we just hang the call nort long ago coz he tired le need to go orh orh le.. thx kor kor for giving miie advise..
guess wad..just now i contact back oink oink le.. but he lost all his contact so he don noe who i am.. actually he wanted to chat on the phone with miie.. but i didn call him back coz on the phone with kor kor.. i nort like last time like tat.. coz of oink oink i will hang up the call with other pple.. oink oink sorri about tat.. actually just now gort 2 person call miie too.. but i didn notice it.. ps wor..
adeline~ sorri make u worry about miie for answering ur call or replying ur sms.. at least i told u i reach home le..
ah ben ar.. ps.. didn call u back or reply back ur message.. sorri.. >.<
Oink oink~~~~~~ jy on ur jc wor and i noe u veri busy too.. Sotong will always supporting wadever u do.. =)
darling~ take good care urself wor.. u still gort jr and dar with u.. darling bu jian le also it okie de ritex..
dar dar~~ help miie take care wo de darling wor.. u also must take care of urself..
Silli boi~~~~ u haven tell miie u emo for wad?? at least i still gort tell u i nort in a good mood too.. u also MUST share with miie wor.. <3 silli boi
okie i end here le.. i go bath thn go sleep le.. tata..
2:41 AM
Thursday, May 28, 2009
haiz.. i veri disappointed and veri stress.. 2 subject for 6 weeks.. 4 weeks study 5th week self study and 6th week exam le.. break for 1 week.. thn jiu continue other subject tat is more difficult.. i think i can become key siao le.. now i stuck with my math and english for just now de.. i totally don noe how to do.. english i totally write rubbish inside.. math most of it i forgot how to do le.. haiz.. my mood really down until veri jia let.. haven start skol wo jiu stress until like tat le.. wad am i suppose to do now.. no mood to aud at all.. i told my darling i might mia infront of her too.. nort onli her.. i might mia infront of everi1.. nort included my working place de tong shi or in skol de friends ba.. everi 1 jio miie out i will rejected away.. now beside miie de all is the seconday maths thing.. haiz.. i gort a feeling i will pass my maths.. but now feel like will fail like tat.. totally no confident at all.. devil say de ritex.. study hard, work hard,, play nort hard.. i must stop all my rubbish le.. and forcus on my studies and work.. 5kplus nort cheap wor for 10 months onli.. i cant waste money de.. my hard earn money cant like tat throw inside the rubbish bin.. i need to work hard.. wo bu ke yi retain my course.. must go forward cant slow down.. this is wad i told myself..
i am a slow learner.. so i must control wad am i doing now..
silli boi...
promise ni i will guai guai go skol and wouldn pon skol kk..
Dardar
hope tis few days u can pei miie play aud.. next week onwards i don think i will play too often le.. sorri..
darling
sorri wor.. make u happy awhile nia.. tot i going skol i gort time pei go out.. end up cant le ba.. i need guai guai study le.. and nort free too.. but the 27th june de i will confirm going de.. u should noe why..
adeline..
ps.. i don think june i will be free.. think onli can meet u on 27th june nia..
everi 1 noe i going back study happy for miie.. but i am veri stress and make myself more busy and tired.. haiz..
10:47 PM
just play finish aud with darling, jr, spacie and cloud.. now i hate wad i felt.. is painful, xin ku, keep poking my heart.. tears drip awhile jiu stop le.. wan cry but no tears out.. i don noe why too.. my tears all go where le.. haiz.. after work in the car awhile.. devil call miie and chat on the phone awhile onli coz tml he need to wake up earli and go work.. when on the phone with him heard his background.. something happen.. but i just now his sis and him is twins wor.. if i don chat on the phone with him i don think he will tell miie too.. after he hang up the call he told miie at sms.. say he no moood.. i don noe why too.. tml morning thn ask him ba.. any way thx devil.. he promise always there for miie.. he no mood also wouldn leave miie alone.. any way devil talk a lort on the phone with miie.. hope meet u up also will talk a lort to miie ba.. so u wouldn feel siamz.. coz u noe my pattern de..
dar dar today didn even play 1round in aud with u..haiz... sad~ hope we can spend more time in aud b4 u going in ns ba.. just scared next month no time to play with u..
darling don be so du lan with the thing le wor.. chill~~ need xue ren chill u down ma..
Silli boi thx for telling clement de thing..
2:03 AM
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
lolx.. just get out from audition... they all stil playing.. don noe later 8+ can wake up de ma.. yester at working place sianz until i dam lazy.. totally no mood to work.. after tat actually is going with darling gals outing de.. end up>.< saku, dar dar and jr also with us.. darling mei you tell miie they all joining us too.. win le ritex.. dar also don have tell miie lor.. big bulli.. after tat we slack at lot1 awhile thn go bukit timah eat prata.. i didn eat or drink coz too full le.. thn smsing with star star and eric.. lolx.. darling they all eat a lort of thing.. see until also full.. >.<.. around 1+jiu go home le.. dar dar drive darling and miie home first.. than they all go play pool ps us.. lolx.. big bulli ritex.. nvm ba.. at least still gort play few round with dar dar.. haha... any way i go orh orh le later darling morning call wo le.. bleahz.. nitx all... keke.
4:03 AM
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
just play finish aud with darling and dar dar they all.. they all go supper.. ><..
ps wo.. lolx.. jkjk. keke.. plus my mood now also nort good.. haiz.. y everi time they all something happen need to drag miie in and make my mood moody too.. coz of ur thing.. today de moody totally destroy.. haiz.. y everi day must make my mood so moody de.. i don wan to be 3rd party lor.. plus i already gort dar dar le.. just aud nia. why will effect until my mood too.. haizz.. now my finger dam pain.. don noe wad thing cut until.. >.< at first tot my nail break than go pull away.. end up the wound de skin lai de.. i make it worst and more pain.. sobx.. devil promise wo he bring miie go eat chocolate ice cream.. when he noe my finger tio cut he dam fierce to miie.. zzzz.. he say nort worth for miie to injure myself at there.. also nort i wan de.. >.<
dar dar ps.. today didn talk much to u in aud.. haiz.. sorri
darling i will try to cheer myself up okie.. need time too.. he is just my aud friend nia nort worth for miie to be sad when he deleted miie from buddy am i ritex.. gort darling and dar dar can le...
Silli boi
waiting for ur sms.. >.<
1:10 AM
Sunday, May 24, 2009
just now tio stab again.. bleeding le cant stop at all.. really veri disapointed.. haiz.. just now solo counter realli veri busy.. i started to hate my name.. keep sharon sharon sharon sharon.. make until i veri piss off.. now my lips stil veri dry and pain.. morning to now i drink more thn 5 bottle of water..>.<.. thn make miie keep going toilet when busy time keep ren ren ren.. coz nort enough pple.. around 9+ plus thn free... so can slack and sms with catrina mei mei coz veri long time nv contact her le plus she busy with her o level if i nort wrong de hua.. some time i looking forward on something tat nort possible can say i am silly ba.. i break 2 glasses when i washing it.. luckily didn hop it or wad.. but first world come out from my mouth is cb.. =X i also don noe why i will say tat word too.. die le i really must control myself nort to scold any bad words any more.. if nort mei de jiu le.. but tis few days i keep scolding bad words.. haiz.. i also don have mix with wrong friend why i will become like tat i also don noe lor.. onli at working place my bad words will come out from my mouth.. i don wan to turn back to last time sharon anymore.. so i must change!!! darling give miie read dar dar de blog coz he telling miie somethin on his blog.. (dar dar)any way don feel sorri tat dar dar didn pei miie much in aud kk.. still gort darling, jr and saku pei wo play de.. so don push all the fault to urself wor.. (darling) thx for telling miie about dar dar de blog if nort i also don noe anything about it.. (crybaby) yester morning nort i wan to send those message to u de.. sorri abt it.. friends 4ever.. like tat okie ma. mr cry baby.. wo bu shi gu yi de..
Silly boi
sms miie when u free time okiee.. miss ya..
11:12 PM
Friday, May 22, 2009
when my friend told miie 27june she invited miie to her chalet but i donnoe wan to go a nort coz adeline gort go.. nort i wan to avoid her or wad.. i still don dare to face her.. after 3 years le.. think she still remember the song yue ding ba.. last year she come my working place. after saw her.. my mood totally down.. and remind miie the past with her.. my there gort 1 person her voice sound like her.. make until i keep thinking about my past.. die le lo.. Haiz haiz haiz.. if i going on 27june de hua.. i sure call 1 of my friend pei miie go.. i scared i will cry after the chalet or do something something silli... i don noe why my friend wan to tell miie tis so earli.. haiz.. make until i veri fan and totally cant sleep well.. everi time 3 plus thn sleep.. nort i don wanna sleep earli.. i wan to make myself until veri veri tired lay on bed jiu sleep de.. so i wouldn think too much... wo zhen hao fan..
guess she also will bring her friend.. coz be we both alone onli.. coz sara still need to pei others..
silli boi
ps.. i didn tell u about it.. coz don wanna fan u.. ur exam coming soon.. haiz.. sorri.. :(
12:28 PM
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
lolx.. some1 call miie update my blog.. coz a lort of dust le.. so must clean it( update it =P) wait more dust i no time to clean it.. keke.. wad can i say ne.. hmmm.. let miie think ar.. hmmmmmm..
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guess i wanna say wad
slowly guess wor.. haha
ur ear come lai wo tell u 1 mimi
faster come i am waiting for ur ear
bu hello i am waiting...
*just wan to tell u i update le* wahahahhahahahah!!!!!!!!
To silli boi
jia you ur on ur coming test and exam.. yester i sms u de.. guess u also wouldn agree to it ba.. tis is wad i felt.. i don noe my feeling izzit correct a nort.. take good care of urself wor.. mai skip ur meals..
*whoever bulli wo de silly boi or make him unhappy sure bad luck for 5 years.. Tis is the curse.. Mai play play*
12:10 PM
