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Friday, January 30, 2009


ii reali veri scared.. wad if realli happen to myself to.. i don noe how to face it and i don dare to face it.. if realli happen to miie i sure straight away go die le.. or don cure it.. pain until veri xin ku.. i also don wan to cure.. y my mum wanna tell miie about my neighbour thing.. to miie now she veri ke lianx.. i don noe how she survie with tis problem.. Haix.. 15years old nia need to face tis problem.. she still gort long way to go.. Haizz.. now i realli don feel like gong to check.. i prefer run away bettei than face it.. and noe wad happen to miie.. i totally didn tell oink or hint him wad going to happen to miie.. silli boi and panda at least i still gort hint them abit.. panda tot is my gastric.. the answer is no.. nort my gastric.. i didn realli tell him.. can say i am selfish.. i just don wanna any1 worried abt miie.. nort worth it... i nort related to anyone... nobody cares.. left 3days to noe the answer.. fast ba.. i already told dear aka zhu zhu if i don have online for veri long mean something happen to miie already.. i will tell him coz i don wan him to be lonely at aud.. he can find another gal to be his cpl.. he give miie his number.. but i cant sms or call him coz he nort singaporean.. tis few days i keep argue with him at msn or aud.. i don noe y.. joke with him he take it serious.. he say good luck i say don wan.. after tat he say fine.. after tat we jing jing already.. any way i will still give way to him.. he don wan miie to say sorri or ps to him.. when i miss.. i don noe why.. hauxx... forget it ba.. it just a game.. nort real life.. i go bath le than try to sleep..

Silli boi
Sorri Haix.. didn tell u.. take care urself.. Miss ya..

12:56 AM

Friday, January 23, 2009


i just noe 1thing.. my head now dam pain.. just now stop awhile le.. now the pain come back again. haizz.. i emo-ing the whole day le.. sianz.. feel like puching the wall.. i wouldn smoke coz i already promise silli boi le.. feel like smoking also must ren.. cant smoke again veri hard to quit.. drink wine de hua.. also must at home drink.. cant at outside drink wait jun hao(u should noe who lai de ba.. don need to think too much tat person is u) don care miie sure sianz de.. i agree abt jermery told miie de thing.. as long as we r veri close to each other wad thing also can chat.. like y y thing and etc.. mean tat i veri close to oink oink?? or he think he veri close to miie.. may be ba.. 1year plus de friend le.. lolx.. he jio mie next week go drink beet with him and play true and dare.. may be i will go meet him.. may be don have... see my mood first... just tat i scared i will drunk onli.. coz too long bo drink wine and beer le.. >.< i think i go bath le.. my head going burst le.. haixx...


Silli boi
thx for pei miie chat in the evening.. eekk mei you auto sms wo de.. need miie sms u than u will reply.. chou silli boi.. =P


Silli gal sad.. =(

12:37 AM

Thursday, January 22, 2009


now i veri bored.. haix.. waiting for panda to call miie.. call him bo answer don noe wad is he doing.. say bath finish call miie 2hours later he bo call miie.. i wait until my both eyes veri tired.. haixx. y we go out time, time pass so fast haixx.. hope we can spend whole day together.. today meet jj, wei loon, alvin, von von and panda for dinner.. quite fun but when they all playing the card i don noe how to play.. become emo le.. haixx.. than i go talk to kent they all.. =(.. guess wad.. kent treat miie pale ale.. hehe.. but i too long bo drink beeer le.. veri easy drunk.. just now on my way home on the phone with panda.. he say if he noe i like de hua he sure take away my pale ale de.. F7 ritex.. now i miss panda.. =(.. i keep telling von von.. abt it.. i feel like sleeping now.. don noe y. haixx.. but scared he call miie when i am sleeping than any how talk talk.. sure die de.. hmmm.. now chatting with von and andy at msn.. i just noe andy at aud lor.. but he quite funni too.. haha.. i going sleep soon

Panda
miss u~

1:14 AM

Tuesday, January 20, 2009


just reach home nort long ago after supper.. today morning play aud awhile but veri sianz nobody pei miie play aud.. than i go on vcd to watch.. watch until chat on the phone with panda.. than he jio miie go for lunch.. guess our lunnch is wadd.. end up at food court seat down and talk talk.. both don have eat.. he onli wanna drink water.. F7.. we chat until half guess i saw until who.. ah long... omg... than wan nnvm.. he still act blurr lo.. we chat until 2.15pm than go le.. he go his ma i go work.. >.>.. today at working place so sianzz.... but around 10+ start to abit busy le.. luckily things goes smooth at my cashiers.. nort like tat time like tat.. after tat go supper le.. having supper time tio bulli by them.. >.<.. keep forcing miie say out the things i don wanna let them noe.. cox dion saw until the message send by who.. than keep asking miie his name and stay where.. dotss.. if don have tell him he bring miie go lim chu kang le.. wo si si don tell him.. end up bo bian he end up drive miie home.. haha.. bleahxx.. he say next time sure force miie to say.. next time sure find him excuse.. don let him noe.. my phone need 24hrs with miie when i am working if nort he sure take my phone and see and check de.. sure die.. sianzz.. i need to go and bath now if nort tat panda sure kill miie de..




chou panda..
watch watch.. so late le still don sleep!!!!!!





Silli boi..
how is ur day.. ni hao jiu mei you sms wo le.. wo hao xiang yao ni pei wo chat chat.. -.-

12:48 AM

Sunday, January 18, 2009


hmmm.. now i don noe wad wrong with miie.. haixx... i realli piss off when doing last order and bill.. coz of tat 2 fking table.. bill finish than 1 of them say wanna join member.. another wan is say gort member but give miie wrong ic and telephone number.. after tat bill le than he come to counter give us ic or member i don realli remember cox kent take over miie coz he noe i piss off already.. so he help miie refund the money to the customer.. actually wan to fast fast settle finish than can rest awhile.. any way forget it ba.. over le.. tis few days my mood sure swing veri badly de.. i will try to control my mood.. also must depend.. don noe when onwards 1 meal can last whole day.. wouldn feel hungry.. just now i heard 1 bad news.. sianzz.. star star de account like tio band le.. he cant log in.. haix.. lvl29 le.. xin tong for him lor.. at first i log in aud.. saw my buddy like gort 1 pple delete miie.. i go check end up saw his name gonee.. than sms him.. at first i tot i make him angry or wad than he delete miie.. end up i guess wrongly.. than he told miie the whole story.. >.< he tell miie time all his bad words come out.. >.< luckily he gort another noob account.. if need to get back his account need to pay 180 dollar and cash item all gone.. wad the hell so exp.. and eat pple money lo.. now i don dare to any how use hack already.. wait i tio band i sure heart pain de.. i can recreate my account but my tis account i spend a lort of money on it le.. so i must becareful le.. i think star star tml will be fine ba.. now he go sleep le.. now my mind keep any how think.. make until i veri confuse.. i think i log off le ba.. don think i will sleep le.. i will kepp thinking until i fall alseep ba.. tml morning sure gort panda eyes.. any way forget it ba.. i sux.. von just now went to my work place.. she ask miie a lort of question.. about oink oink and my work place de thing..

Panda
just now i ask uu de thing at msn forge it ba.. i gort abit sot already.. don care miie.. let mie alone be emo.. and see wad can i do to stop my emo-ing.. i think u think carefully about wad u want first than u tell mie b4 i answering u just now u ask miie tat question.. i don wanna tio hurt deeply again.. nitexx..


Silli boi..
don everi time chase miie go audition ke yi ma.. doesnt mean i gort aud dar i everi time need to log in.. u also bo jio miie go in maple pei u play!!!!! still say wanna play maple together..haixx.. plus aud couple and mmiie haven marry yet... when u free back.. i sure go back maple le.. now just waiting for u to be free so gort pple pei miie to play.. my tat character a lort of bad and good memories.. u should noe wad am i talking about..

1:57 AM

Wednesday, January 14, 2009


now veri sianz lo.. i don reallli like to stay at home on my off day anymore.. dam fan.. wan to take a nap also cant.. keep shout here and there... haix.. now on the phone with ben ben.. he quite emo.. don noe how to help him.. haix.. he say he looking for a gf now.. haixx.. i don noe how to help him.. haiz.. fri after work going to meet him.. to miie he quite fierce.. when he talking at msn and smsing., but on the phone with him still okie.. i am trying to make him quit smoking.. nitex i cant too late sleep wait he scold miie again.. now having my dinner.. if don eat give him nag again.. haix.. end here ba.. i need to go and eat le..

chou silli boi don keep chase miie to go aud hor...

9:37 PM

Monday, January 12, 2009












hmmm... b4 8jan.. oink ask miie 1 question.. i answer it quite fast coz i playing audition.. >.<.. he asked miie do i love him more than friends... i say nope... i just love him as my friend.. after saying tis i wouldn feel sad or wil cry.. i think should be i given up on him already.. i seldom contact him unless he go call or sms miie than i will reply or answer his call.. i just play finish aud with my aud cpl.. call him go sleep coz tml he gort skol.. may be wed going to marry with him in aud... nort real life horr... don think too much.. today gort somthing happen in work place but forget it ba already past le.. silli boi u wanna noe de hua can sms miie i will tell u wad happen.. now my thumb dam pain.. haizz.. coz of the key chain.. plus is wo de.. tat key chain is exp but is sheldom de family give miie want.. so cant anyhow throw or put.. any way i wanna thx to aust wine friends for the present and pei miie celebrate on 8jan at fish and co and k box.. thx a lort.. will remember tat day de.. =) i go sleep le veri tired... nitex nitexx...




Silli boi Don pon skol le.. >.<>




1:33 AM

Tuesday, January 6, 2009


hmmm.. just pretend yester de blog i didn write ba.. wasting my sms to tis smsing tis kind of pple.. ss u should noe who am i talking abt... plus my tis month de sms burst le... sure hide 2000sms de.. siao liao mum sure scold miie de... now i just noe i veri full.. just reach home nort long ago for supper... with dion, bao bao and hui min.. tis few days keep going supper sure gain weight de.. lol.. now my ritex hand de 3 finger dam pain lo.. haix.. 1 still bleeding.. don noe y.. if i don have help my da ge do thing i also wouldn hurt until my finger.. can i say i bad luck for today???? hmmm don noe tml after work will tio bulli.. they all sure wouldn let miie off so easily de since some of them cant make it on 8jan coz gort working... i go bath le.. later playing audition with star star and bao bao...

Silli boi
don emo le... anything can sms wo.. there for uu okiie... don care u good mood or bad mood pei wo chat...

12:41 AM

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