Monday, September 29, 2008
last thurs went to bukit timah market central have my dinner reach home around 8+.. plus waiting for silli boi reply me.. >.<... next day reach working place.. have a meeting.. about next month thing.. ah long going be head of the kitchen... xin and kent going to be assis manager.. so i told myself next month i wouldn play with them anymore included the BOSS.. so next month onwards anything happen don tell me.. don wish to noe.. full timer = like part timer now.. just tat onli gort leave and ot.. so??? xin told me december will be my time and call me don think too much..first thing come in my mind is don think tis will come true.. i onli can say they all say le but last min will change wan.. so i don hope for it.. so now i will do the thing i should do.. feel like some of the full time start to change.. i realli agree to wen loong.. austwine change a lort.. xin told me one thing next month i will standing at outdoor i don care lo.. i also cant say i don wan.. now to me i am just like a part timer.. so working with me de tong shi don use full timer or part timer.. just treat me as part timer like last time de me.. i don want to heard full timer wad and tat.. nomb... okie.. nort i change is the rules and the style change...
To sili boi..
Don skip ur meal anymore.. if nort hungry at least eat 1meal per day.. don whole day don eat.. don make urself until like tat.. ur skol start le.. don pon skol too.. take care of urself..
10:19 AM
Thursday, September 25, 2008
11+ watch ming zhu ding wo ai ni until now... alone going out soon since i told my mum i am going out le.. bo bianz... Haiz.. i don feel like saying yester de thing so forget it ba... i hate pple break promise!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tonight will be the lonely nitez.. haiz
4:29 PM
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
yester at the counter quite boring.. luckily gort shi shyan pei me at counter.. she say it fun at the counter.. lol..yester afternoon met xin for lunch at12pm.. i didn noe bao zhen will go.. we went to japanese resturant to eat.. i forgot the resturant de name le.. after tat go comics shop see see.. after tat go guardian buy xin de medicine.. i reali don noe y stand at counter so easy injure.. sometime i at the counter also will injure.. i still remember the worst is my both thumb.. give hot water burn until veri badly.. Pain until my tears come out too.. after tat cant do anything lo.. veri wad..tat is my veri last time to touch tat oven.. when need to use will call them help me le.. tml meeting silli b0i le.. scared he last min say don wan to meet.. =( end here.. gtg le..
10:33 AM
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
aH kent draw on my Hand... Cute???
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Yester quite okie at working place ba.. around 10+ i start to hungry le.. plan to buy french fries to eat.. but end up mei you.. coz need to eat tiramisu.. totally gort 19 cups of tiramisu need to eat.. coz put 3days le.. so need to eat away.. if throw le mea wasted le.. so ah long ate 2cups.. ah yang ate 1cups, william ate 1cups too, xin ate 4cups, kent ate 6cups, i ate 3cups(1cup at 5+pm another 2cups after work... >.<>
i drink finish le.. end up mei you vomit le.. so i went to sleep le.. but gort abit drunk.. cant walk straight.. my House can nort have beer or wine de.. if nort i sure drink de.. today morning disturb by my mum de hp.. put in the room.. don Have take out with Her.. guess who called?? at first i tot relative call.. end up is china woman.. ask me noe how to speak chinese a nort.. i answer Her back in chinese.. should be english de ma.. i also don noe wad am i doing abt.. may be blurr blurr ba.. coz tio disturb when i am sleeping.. than she hang the call up without buaiz buaiz.. wad the... luckily she nv call back.. if she call back i sure scold her like hell.. plus is morning 8+... luckily i can sleep back.. if nort i sure veri du lan wan.. 1more day to Go.. to meet sili b0i.. so fast.. ^^
10:40 AM
Monday, September 22, 2008
y i saw until his nick.. than i feel veri sad.. izzit i started to like him again??? izzit he treat me too good le i started to yi kao him???or i will jealous??? oink and me like veri far apart le.. How come like tat?? i will still continue count the day.. after tat i don noe wad will going on... think he will call me forget wad he told me.. i don have sing xin at all.. today totally don feel like going to work at all.. still need to force myself go to work.. haiz.. tonight will drink again.. make myself fall alseep to stop me from any how think... i realli don noe how to solve it.. mei you ren can help me wan.. yester i told fen about it.. she told me he better than oink.. haiz.. y i will tell her may be coz i trust her ba.. may be told her le.. i can totally forcus on my cashier ba.. luckily yester gort dion keep make we all laught.. if nort yester i alone start to think again.. any way thanks a lort to him.. y tis few days i totally cant control my tears.. yyy... yester dion send me home in the car time.. my tears start to drip again.. izzit my heart broke into Half le.. but i don noe.. i feel like Hidding at a corner tat no wan noe about it.. and jinG jing cry.. i reali Hope i can go other country for years than come back sg with a happy face.. will it come true?????
12:25 PM
Saturday, September 20, 2008
wooot today is tHe last day taking care of my niece and nepHew.. so fast.. tml going back to work le.. can say Happy ba.. don need to look at them everi day le.. call them do thing like taking their life away like.. keep drage the time.. until i need to shout at tHem than they all will do their thin.. cant wait for GoinG out with silli boi.. =P i just notice somthin.. tis few days dam hort at nitez keep bathin cold water.. cousin wan to brin us GO out.. i don wan to Go out la... veri sianz.. don GO sure tio naG de... wth... Oh ya silli boi don break promise hor.. think toniGHt come back tHan continue write ba.. if He brin us Go relative House.. i sure find excuse Go meet friends de.. i don like to Go relative House.. cHinese new year is bo bian need to Go.. see until them.. tHey all will ask me when i wan to GO back study... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... GoinG mad of GoinG find a skol and study.. if wan to study i need to Give up on my workin place.. i at aust wine for 9montHs plus le.. wHere Gort so easy Give up on tat place.. Haiz.. wad sHould i do... wHo can help me.. :'(
update:(7.23pm)
now alone at Home.. luckily cousin let me cHoice wanna Go a nort.. end up i say don wan to Go.. so i lazy on back the com.. so wHen to take a nap for 1Hour plus.. my friend called me so i cant sleep back le.. but still veri tired.. wake up le than messaGe silli boi.. but He call me Go back and sleep.. i sleepinG time tio disturb until cant sleep back le.. so on computer and cHat with von and JJ.. Von Help me make my bloG.. tHanks a lort to Her.. now my niece and nepHew at my cousin House for dinner.. i didn Go coz don feel like eatinG.. think toniGht i will sleep at around 10+.. tml wake up earli brinG them for breakfirst.. than call them Go Home themselves.. and than i Go work..plus my cousin brinG them Go cyclinG.. so i don need to worri so mucH.. if i noe my cousin today will brinG them Go out.. i sure Go work de.. wasted my OT!!!!!! around 10Hours de OT Gone already..60+ de ot money lo.. Haiz.. forGet it.. jiu jiu one time.. >.<... now silli boi also don Have online.. nobody cHat with me.. sad lo.. and dam bored.. die le i like Gort abit HunGry le.. Haiz.. How sia.. lazy to make Hot mornin eat Half way de curry pod.. any way i am confuse with somethin...
1:33 PM
Friday, September 19, 2008
yester teach my younger niece hw can teach until du lan.. donnoe how to do don noe say de just keep quite at there.. luckily Her chinese Hw do quite fast.. after tat give Her chinese spelling.. sHe learn chinese thing quite fast.. don noe y.. today i dam tired.. 9+ go bring my niece go yew tee tution.. guess wad my stomach pain until face and lips turn white plus i am alone.. tis few days don noe wad happen to my Gastric keep pain nort the normal pain.. is dam pain until fa cold.. if tonight sleep time pain aGain tml realli must Go see doctor le.. i Hate the pain.. don noe sunday can Get back to work a nort.. sad lo.. yester nitez reali veri surprise tat silli boi jio me go out.. but need to wait until next week than can.. Hope He reali can make it... o.O... scared He meet me le.. next time wouldn meet me again.. i dam scared tis kind of thin.. if realli like tat i don wan to meet.. Haiz.. veri surprise tat he yester will sms me ask y i don Have messaGe Him.. but i realli Hope can Go out with silli boi often.. we can go places tat don need spend money or nort so mucH money.. toniGHt need to teacH her Hw aGain Hope i can ren my attitude.. i Go watcH my sHow le.. taTa..
update:
just fee like writing blog now.. just now my cousin come up to my House saw until i using computer.. and He asked me 1 question.. How i noe the com de pw.. i answer Him back 1thin y cant i Have tHe pw.. i think He will tell my sister in law.. wHen sHe Get back from sG.. scared sHe will cHange tHe pw for nort lettin me use le.. scared cant update my bloG le.. wo zhen de hao pa.. i will write in my bloG coz i don wanna everi thin put inside my heart.. i am a person like to hide a lort of thinG inside my heart.. if 1 day i cant ren le my tears start to drip aGain.. y i so easy cry de.. i realli wan to noe.. can say now i am emo and my tears start to drip aGain after readin someone bloG.. roy don have bloG so the readers out there don Guess so much.. i plan to Go take Japanese lesson in the mornin to make myself more busy.. wo hao xianG da ku.. i Hate to be alone.. alone i start to cry start to any How think.. i Hate Lonely!!!!!!!!! dam Hate it.. y must i act in from of friends i am fine and stronG... Where is my real smile and lauGhter.. Some time i reali cant ren le.. will cry in from of friends and tonG shi.. nort i wan to be emo.. my smile and lauGhter already Gone for 3years.. Real Sharon is totally a weak Gal and totally lost her own way.. everi body GOrt his /her own life.. so started to leave me alone.. haiz.. Sharon hate lonely
1:32 PM
Thursday, September 18, 2008
woot just finish doing my house work.. sianz mum nort at home realli gort a big differents.. today is the first day she nort at home onli.. i am going to die le.. need to wake up at 7am.. to do house work until my younger nieces go skol than can rest.. tis few nitez i must be a light sleeper le.. cant totally fall alseep.. wait my younger niece mid nitez cry i also don noe.. yester morning go play pool with xin, kent, aH long and bao zhen.. just wad when i reach the kpool.. onli play 1round.. dam Hard to learn lo.. Haiz.. than nvm.. i seat down and play my psp until 3pm than go Home.. guess wad.. at there saw until wHo.. ite friend(wei loon) he also playing pool with His friends.. He like change a lort... donnoe y.. onli 9months don have see until him onli.. any way later i will up load some of the pic last week took de.. at fish and co and kbox... eeee... tis few nitez silli boi mei you say good nitez to me le.. sobx.. think he busy playin online audition bu yao wo le.. sobx.. oink told me He going mia.. coz o level coming soon 1more month.. dam fast lo.. Haiz.. omg tml need to go buy cake for my nepHew le.. need to alone go out le.. Hate it.. don like to alone Go out.. i go watch my sHow le..
To silli boi
Hope u reali promise me.. u sHould noe wad am i talkin about.. Don do tat anymore..
1:10 PM
Thursday, September 11, 2008
think tml wouldn update my blog ba.. coz busyin sleeping.. tonight will Go out until midnitez don noe wad time may 3+ or 6+ than will reach home.. today is special day so 100% must go out if nort tat birthday Gal sure kill me de.. today she is the biGGest must Guai Guai listen to her.. i veri lazy to Go out on my off day also must force myself to Go out.. bo bianz.. some of my friends jio me Go out on my off day i keep reject them.. can say i like to hide myself at home ba.. any way will be verii tired ba.. tml work until 12.30am!!!! next day and sun work from mornin to tonitex..sure die de.. tis few nitex sillli boi sure force me Go and sleep de.. cant smsin with tai de lo... sad.. lionel mia in my life aGain.. wad can i say.. forGet him just pretend he don have come into my life aGain.. i think i should forGet him.. act as normal and delete his number.. LIONEL cant be trusted.. don noe he say de is real and fake.. any way forGet him ba.. haix
3:22 PM
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
can say yester at the counter quite busy to me ba.. coz i solo at the counter but at around 9.45pm.. dion come into the counter help me.. but sometime ah yang see until i busy at the cashier he will come in and help me too.. yester after work buy fries eat but cant eat finish.. luckily my da ge de youngerest niece help me eat if nort wasted le.. on my way home smsing silli boi and bao zhen.. but she(bao zhen) 11+ sleep le.. zhu zhu.. but silli boi whole day don have sleep.. =(.. he wan me to help him sleep more.. but i will Guai Guai listen to him.. today he Gort exam make until he like veri stress like tat.. haix.. think today i will be standin at counter aGain ba.. coz xin off.. but it okie ba.. thinGs Go smooth can le.. haix yan zhan think he at the camp le ba.. omG i forGot somethinG.. Jericho Goin back to canada to study le.. forGet to sms him.. haix.. i go watch wu di shan bao mei le..
2silli boi:Reali hope can meet silli boi in real life after his exam..
to Jericho: just saw ur bloG.. don be so sad le.. waitinG for u to come back from canada.. on may2009...
10:25 AM
Monday, September 8, 2008
yester is the first time i ownself take cab go work lo.. nearly late.. i also donnoe y i bath so slow too.. but nvm ba.. bo late.. yester at work place quite okie.. but tio bite 2times.. 1st wan gort blue black le.. another wan nothing happen.. don noe y my skin so easy blue back sia.. don like it.. yester nitez 2.50am than sleep.. plan to pei silli boi de.. but he wan me sleep earli.. he don let me pei him until 4am.. yester also gort chat on the pHone with william.. he told me a lort of studies thing.. but hor he don wan to tell me he in which poly.. scared i go find him.. >.<.. plus he say told me a lort of time le.. but i forg0t.. can say we noe each other for 4years plus le ba.. he told me a lort of thing but i keep forget.. >,< nort i wan de lo.. is he seldom contact me.. any way today silli boi saw me online will talk to me le.. hehe.. but i saw his message he already off line.. sobx... silli boi care for me.. ^.^ still remember my attitude..
To silli boi
thanks for being back my last time de silli boi.. jia you in ur exam...
12:34 PM
Friday, September 5, 2008
guess wad.. yester contact back my ex le.. (lionel) lost contact for 2years now contact him back.. today he coming back from NZ for ns.. think he also forgot the pass le ba.. but now he still care me a lort.. when i message him.. he can read until i sianz sianz or nort okie de pattern le.. cant run away from him.. yester veri tired cant tell him if nort he sure chase me go and sleep and than wouldn talk to me de.. next wed his birthday le.. donnoe wanna go out with him ma.. but next thursday i also nort free.. @.@... reali hope can meet him lo.. any way yester after work on the phone with oink until 11.30pm.. cant chat with him so long.. wait today he will be veri tired coz today he need to go back to skol.. yester ask him something.. izzit his eyes become panada.. he say ya.. >.<>.< tat y yester so tired... aaaaa... tonight need to work until 12.30am.. tml and sat work whole day... veri sianz de lo... dam hate sat and sun.. time pass so slow like hell... wanna end here le.. wanna go watch sky of love le.. tata.. next monday than update..
10:59 AM
Thursday, September 4, 2008
now dam tired.. yester working time my stomach dam pain lo.. pain until face and lips turn white.. dion ask me wanna go home a nort i say don want coz tis month i reali talk a lort of leave le.. if continue take leave sure no money de lo.. after work chat on the phone with roy until 2am+.. first time chat on the phone with him on the phone for so long.. but he say next time wanna chat is need to wait until nov.. next week he gort exam le.. he say dec go out together.. hehe.. but don noe last min will change his mind a nort.. he told me something.. he addicated on me le.. talk to other of his friend is different.. he onli will chat with me yy thing but i use to it le.. but others guy or friend talk to me yy thing i wouldn care.. don noe y too.. to me he(oink) is special.. yester work until half way clement call me.. he call me to lend 10dollars to him.. but i don have lend him.. i feel like everi time clement need money will come and find me onli.. i am nort his atm.. last time go out with him he still owe me 20+dollar still haven give me... i also don have for it.. he still wan wad sia.. any way forget it.. he stil owe me one maple cash card lo.. 10k de.. haix..... now on the phone call him oink he will still answer me lo.. hehe end here.. wanna check see you tube can watch lan qiu huo le ma..
10:15 AM
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
lol.. almost 1week bo update le coz my brother at home and last friday sister in law at home.. so cant use computer.. last sun gort one dam ma fan de customer veri wad... make until i dam du lan at outside give me see until him i sure wouldn let him off de... if nort coz of working he sure die de.. talk to me time also smoking still blow on my face.. wtf... i will ren him when working.. plus tat day i also quite emo.. coz tat nitez i dream until oink le.. in tat dream i play with him and still gort bite him plus he just beside me onli.. haiz 2week plus don have contact him realli miss him a lort.. but he is busy with his o level.. so i must guai guai cant go and disturb him.. haix.. 9more days yan zhan going ns le.. haiz cant message him so often le.. any way tis few days de mood quite easy mood swing ba... hope tis few days faster pass lo... just now go watch movie with xin, kent, ah long and vivian.. hehe.. after watching come out of tat cinema dam cold... than we go foodcourt.. buy hot drink.. and they all have lunch but i don have eat coz nort hungry.. can say morning until now don have eat until proper meal ba.. may coz of my stomach dam pain.. so mei you wei kuo eat lo.. after tat go comics shop buy comics to read.. spend 27dollar plus for 5books.. expensive lo... haix.. after tat pei xin buy her sweet le.. than walk with kent and xin they all to their bike than go home le.. they all straight away go work.. coz today i off.. i wanna end here le coz wanna watch sky of love and lan qiu huo esp6.. tata... <3 oink... and miss him lorts..
2:58 PM
aH kent draw on my Hand... Cute???
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