Thursday, March 5, 2009
Haix.. today my mood realli veri easy angry, piss off and emo too~~~ veri veri long nv cry le.. now my tears drip again.. now i feel like crying veri loud but cant coz mum sleeping.. don wan to let her noe wad happen to miie.. now i onli can cry softly.. y i cant just like normal gal stay happy YYY!!!! Dream until him also can jealous when he gort other gal.. mean my feeling to him haven fated???? 2years le y just cant foget him coz i still contacting him as a friend tat y my feeling cant fade away?? we 1 month don have contact le.. when he started his jc.. i am trying my best to forget him i should noe we cant be together and there is no hope.. i saw until some one at my work onli will let miie think until him.. i don noe y too.. everi time i bring my niece go tuition.. her tuition teacher stay at 14th floor.. noe wad am i thinking about.. i feel like jumping down i told tis to ken b4 but nort my working place de.. now ken at aust studying... coz tat time he smsing with miie.. may be 1 day i lost control of myself i sure jump down.. i life for wad?? mattew i already let go.. y i stuck at oink oink.. yyy.. at aust wine listen until if i let u go.. onli make miie think of u.. coz tis song is for u de.. when we together de time.. i still gort change toe lyris to u and miie.. haiz forget it ba.. tis is our past le.. i keep asking myself y u nort older than miie or i younger than u.. last time u gort told miie b4.. haiz foget it ba tis cant take it back or turn the time back.. i must forget the memories u given to miie... just now i done something wrong.. when i chatting with sili boi... think make him angry le ba.. plus he no mood too.. i called him dumd dumd.. coz his msn nick put dumd dumd. i just to disturb him.. end up he angry with miie.. plus my mood also dam bad.. but he didn noe.. i didn tell him wad happen to miie.. actually today morning wanna sms him but guess he wouldn reply coz he busy.. now my head dam pain haiz.. forget it ba pain jiu let in pain.. care for wad.. my both leg like tat le mum also don care.. just wan to take 1 weeek leave and at home rest my both leg and let it recover faster.. guess wad she say.. tis month don work eat shit ar.. now money or my health important.. i told her i going back clinic ask for advise.. she say wad.. ur leg also okie le see wad doctor.. izzit wanna get it worst until cant cure than she worried abt miie.. izzit tis wad she wanna get from miie.. i don noe wad is she thinking abt.. haizz.. forget it ba.. i go bath le.. tml need to wake up earli go see doctor..
Silli boi
Haix sorri abt it.. nitex..
12:01 AM
