Thursday, December 4, 2008
yester i just noe about jia yong thing ii realli veri sad.. haiz... i think i am the last person to noe about it ba... frida i take leave for ite gathering he also going so can see he izzit okie ma.. friends for 2years and he help me with my project cant just don care about it.. i just noe 1thing.. i quite tired.. cant tong le.. haiz.. but i must wait silliboi finish than i go sleep.. tml no work so it okie.. but i don noe i cann 10plus wake up a nort.. to meet auditin dar and play with him.. he quite an jing de.. so i an jing too.. i am thinking a way to improve my audition from using lap top.. i think i use to it using desktop and play audition le.. now i just noe i dam noob at audition.. reaction dam slow.. tat day i talk hmmm monday ba.. oink call me to call him,.. we talk for 12mins plus ba.. he give me two choice 1st is he go sleep 2nd wan is continue to chat with him but is rubbish thing.. i choose 1st wan.. call him go sleep.. we realli nothing to chat about.. totally veri an jing in the phone.. weird feeling.. so just hang the call is the best idea ba.. we nort like last time like tat talk a lort.. and say jokes.. no longer like tat anymore.. i am trying to put his memories for me at the corner of my heart and continue with me life.. i writing about it him my tears start to come out le.. i nort emo... i am trying to forget him too.. next year he going jc sure noe a lort of gals want.. so i don have chance de.. give up now better than keep dragging if nort the hurt getting deeper in my heart and cant cure.. am i ritex.. i must keep a distance with him.. i will get close to him anymore... i go find something to do le.. but nort audition or maple.. for waiting silliboi to finish his studying...
2:07 AM
