Wednesday, December 17, 2008
lol... yester nitex quite fun ba.. all part timer and full time staff play until 1am plus.. surprise tat nic will come too.. when haven reach aust wine my gastric pain again but i still got go down coz dion birthday.. 1year 1 time.. so need to force myself to go down.. mum keep calling me to go home but i quarrel with her.. reach home nothing happen le... gastric pain still nvm.. i still 2 cups of Maven charo and Sb.. >.< after tat eat cake but i mei you eat.. after tat play zhong ci mi ma.. lost de either drink 1cup of beer or 1 bottle of water.. luckily i nv tio until if nort sure die de.. think silli boi see until i gastric pain still drink wine sure anger de... veri sorri about it.. haix.. i already promise nort to drink wine at outside but i still break the promise between us.. but i nv drunk.. still veri awake but face red red onli.. gort pple send me home so don need to worri.. don angry with me okie.. i just noe now my head veri pain.. think lag of sleep.. everi day 2+plus than sleep next day 10+ wake up.. to play with wei cong they all.. i most happy de is rong guang told me something.. he contact longest de jie is miie.. if nobody take care wo he will be there for miie.. i beri luckily find until tis kind of gan di di.. we is jiu jiu contact each other but still will care for each other.. just now veri weird wei cong de friend john give me wei cong number call me sms him..zzz.. wth he is just my aud bf.. y need to give me his number.. dots lor... i don think i will sms him.. now i wouldn ask or take online pple de number anymore.. i just noe now i veri less friend.. zhi wei ar devin ar disappear in my world they no longer will call me or sms me anymore.. i reali lost a lort of friend after i enter tis job.. when they all free i nort free.. when i free they all nort free.. wth ritex.. everi one start to leave miie.. i nort emo.. tat is the truth!!!! now the onli way i can make myself is veri late than sleep and veri earli wake up.. i don wan to care my health anymore... i just noe i don noe how to take care myself.. i use to it give my ex ar veri close friend to take care of miie..now wan me to take good care of myself is cant be de.. my last ex is oink.. so... next week he coming back le.. don noe he will contact me a nort.. i guess wouldn ba.. i nort his who anymore..
23days left
silli boi i don wan u missing in my world... haixx.. =( don leave me alone at silli land..
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