Monday, September 22, 2008
y i saw until his nick.. than i feel veri sad.. izzit i started to like him again??? izzit he treat me too good le i started to yi kao him???or i will jealous??? oink and me like veri far apart le.. How come like tat?? i will still continue count the day.. after tat i don noe wad will going on... think he will call me forget wad he told me.. i don have sing xin at all.. today totally don feel like going to work at all.. still need to force myself go to work.. haiz.. tonight will drink again.. make myself fall alseep to stop me from any how think... i realli don noe how to solve it.. mei you ren can help me wan.. yester i told fen about it.. she told me he better than oink.. haiz.. y i will tell her may be coz i trust her ba.. may be told her le.. i can totally forcus on my cashier ba.. luckily yester gort dion keep make we all laught.. if nort yester i alone start to think again.. any way thanks a lort to him.. y tis few days i totally cant control my tears.. yyy... yester dion send me home in the car time.. my tears start to drip again.. izzit my heart broke into Half le.. but i don noe.. i feel like Hidding at a corner tat no wan noe about it.. and jinG jing cry.. i reali Hope i can go other country for years than come back sg with a happy face.. will it come true?????
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